Okok, too many craps i know. Recently spent time with jimui and BEERS almost every weekends.
But not this week, coz i'm having my period.
Gain some weight on this year, but good thing is, my period back to normal and sensitive nose somehow get cure by itself without any VITAMINs and MEDs. magically~~
Which i don't need go for clinic so often like last time.
Of course, i'll continue jogging and diet to keep my standard size of body.
I know the feelings being fat, which i can't fit the beautiful and gorgeous clothes.
Very frustrating sometimes! i know! That's the point.
So, fat people out there, please try ur very hard effort to diet. DON'T FIND EXCUSEs FOR URSELF!
Like i can't stand the hunger, i'll gastric, i'll pengsan, my period won't come if i don't eat.
Please lah! don't be so pathetic and bullshit.
U able to enlarge ur stomach, then u got the ability to make it smaller which start from medium to small portion of meal.
Please don't get mad if people call u fatty, because u are.
Please don't blame the god for nobody loving u or people treat u bad, because u didn't love urself at first.
I seriously don't see any healthy sign on fat people. They always feel the dizziness, scare of the sun, can't even climb/run/even walk faster, for examples which i seen days ago, one of my relatives's bro sudden having heart attack and some blood vessel cracked. Now stayed at the ICU and haven't go through the danger period. He even getting marry on next month. Just a day different with my cousin.
I seen how they eat the food, and i felt like wanna to puke.
They are fat and they just keep eating! keep suck the food into their mouth.
like they got nothing to eat last life.
Yes, the hunger and all the diets are very suffer.
But, u're the one who responsible about what u ate and ur health. Not ur parents, not ur husband or boyfriend.
So who are u going to blame? blame urself then.
Ok, i'm mad. I've met alot of people, they know they're fat, but they don't have strength to keep fit.
they thought diet for a day/ 2 days/ a week is very enough for them.And they'll never get slim.
Hello, if that's easy, i don't need jogging liao!
Skip this!****
As i mentioned before, life with jimuis and beerss...
The stranger clubbers/drinkers said they seldom see a bunch of girls which known each other from secondary school can actually go out together and BEERS some more.
Well, this feature started from me and choykwan. =P
We both often go out library drink a tower and talk for whole night. Just two of us.
Why don't asked others? Gah, long story.
We were much more enjoy if just two of us. Specific reason is there so i can tell =)
Those guys were trying to talk to us, sat beside me somemore! I kept showed them my very 'fierce' look so that they don't have a chance to spoil our night. Of course, dax and vivian tried their effort to protect us. That's sweet.
It's really nice to meet some new friends.. Don't ask me why i'm in relationship and i still drink beer with guy? This is a stupid question.
Hallfest 2012. @ PWTC. On the same day for the night at sector 7, i went to PWTC in the very morning. Wake up at 7a.m, with myself all alone, ktm plus raining day. So u can imagine how bad my day was in this very morning!
My pant was all wet due to the Honda car speed and splash the water all over my legs and others too.
Curse the driver! Go to hell as early as possible!
Came back by 3 something. KTM problem again, the service terminate at klang station! I was like, WANNA KILL SOMEBODY SO BADLY! WHAT'S WRONG WITH MALAYSIA! I need to wait another train and HOW LONG STILL THEY WANT ME TO WAIT? FUCK the day! really!
After the whole fucking day, finally got home but then received this fella messages. For his sake, mei kuan need to drive me to the hospital just to see him. Spent 2 hours at the hospital and i feel like fuck the nurse there! His tube was full with blood and the nurse rather used the time to spin the fucking tube. Hello, are they blind or what? the tube was blocked by his blood and they still don't wan to change a new one! I need to request like half an hour with a very black face then they glad to change. F them all! I guessed many patient were dead because of their irresponsible working attitude.
After a long pissing and tiring day, doesn't have much energy left for the beer night.
Still, i drink a lot.
When i said i'm tired, i'm really tired.
Good night.
xoxo
Ysan.
Ps:// Recently become a skin-care freak, and sleeping-freak. I need sleep. A LOT.
