Everything just screw up..

But they will be fine eventually...

Do not lose faith! This is what i've got now.

Will

Stop

Update

For

2

Months.

Stay tuned.

:)))



xoxo

Ysan

Langkawi travel - weekend getaway

Travelling with my bestie is the best journey that i'd never experience before.

I've been Langkawi Island when i was standard six graduation trip, I couldn't recall the look of the Island.

It was so long ago.

3 days of travelling, the sun was BIG, 

rent a car, Citra.

Went to the beach with bikini for 2 days continuously, finally got a face sunburn. *^^*

were staying at Tubo hotel, sucks and yucks.

were sleeping in the ROUND room, ONLY bed,

slept with our luggage, with the door opened.

were drinking alcohol during midnight, love the windy night beach

Bathroom is shared,

has a washing machine and hanger, the only benefit that i can found in this hotel

Wanted to meet my cousin, weilong which had his own trip there, but failed: (

however he called and we chatted for while. How sweet: )

Enjoyed buying import chocolate and alcohol with duty free,

now i know the tax is more expensive than the goods itself. wtf.

first time having bus & ferry travel with her for 12 hours,

first time had the airplanes with her as well.

It was an awesome journey, indeed.

A true friend, never show off, never want 'win' against each other,

always make u feel cheers and no pressure.

With care, really made a difference.

With fake, no matter how long u know a person, or care a person,

never last-long.

All we want is to see each other taking good care in our life.

This is us.

He loves to smell my hair, i wonder why?

was thinking of him for this 3 days, 

i hate the insecure feelings, 

without him, i felt like i'm not complete, and insecure.

Thanks for the love and misses.
Thanks for the hugss today as i seriously need my secure back.
And thanks for the 'sponsorship'! XD

xoxo 

Ysan

P's:// get scolded by my mum for having myself tanned. Guess I'm a stubborn daughter huh? xD

P'ss:// slept for whole day today, I miss my bed and aircond lots! 

Good night.

最近愛上了跑步，好喜歡跑到心臟快跳出來的感覺，晚上也睡得特別香

有時真的很懶得跑，想要偷懶一天半天

但還是會想念心跳的感覺

感覺很踏實，還活著

在雨露的早晨，或者在烈日當空下，

一步一步踏在地面上

嗯，能跑真好！

邋遢了好久，很抱歉我又冷落了這裡，甚至一度想関了這個blog.

縂覺得要跟人家交待什么似的，那段時間不想在這裡寫東西可能就是這個原因，彷佛會被人看穿心事，像沒穿衣服被人看光光? 哈，我這比喻好像有點奇怪哈。

不過既然享受寫作，從小就愛文字的我，就算被看光光也沒理由放棄呀！對不？

其實，說到文字，我這個人確實有個坏毛病，就是我很忌愇寫錯字，雖然我的文字方面沒像中國人那麽強，但我會很恨自己或別人打錯文字，縂覺得說不上的怪吧？！因爲每一個字都包含不同的意思，寫錯了就尷尬了啊~

好了，請原諒我的嘮叨。

這幾個月以來，碰上了很多事， 有又哭又笑，失望難過，快樂又期望的這半年，

說真的，確實有另一番的成長和看法

雖然說，男人這幾年教會我不少別人不會的東西，灌輸我很多方面的知識，

我的確比別人幸運很多，至少至少，我不再是那個什麽都不會的黃頭小丫。

人一旦成長了，快樂就會被剝奪，不會像之前那麽會惹人笑，那麽會讓人感到輕鬆自在

也許這社會並沒那麽色彩

有些人，有些事，確實沒必要讓你去費神去珍惜，

因爲疼惜，所以心痛

因爲自己改變了，別人還在原地踏步，所以無措

因爲有了自己的目標，所以我會變得如此無情

因爲有不珍惜自己的人，所以學會珍惜那些愛我的人

因爲看得清透，所以失望

我一直把錯歸咎于自己，讓別人好過一些

但其實才發現，一直有問題的不是自己，而是別人

我的善良變成了別人對我殘忍的武器。

不好意思，遍體麟傷也有浴火重生的一天 :))

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我是個不容易說愛的人。但當我說愛，我真的愛，也會膩著你一輩子

只要你讓我覺得依靠和信賴

兩個人在一起這麽久，有過讓步，有過歇斯底里，有一起哭過，大笑過，幼稚過

一開始沒期盼，覺得不會久，但因爲自己一直有去付出而得到他的珍惜，他的在生活上的努力，就為了和我走更長的路

兩人走到今天不容易，未來的路還要一起牽著走 :]

晚安

筆

姍