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I haven't see him for 5 days due to his busy duty. It's good not to seeing him, cause i was having bad cough last few days. Today is better, at least hot water helps.

Did i mention i love to hang out at SCM (setia city mall), 

somehow this mall is just a lot better than other mall in KL. 

Not to forget the Starbucks there is much more comfortable than other branch. 

JJBT's Starbucks just sucks. Opps, sorry mk... XDD

No idea what he did. Somehow, this guy just complete me.
 In his shadow, i find strong & secure arm which always open for me.
Just me =)

Old man is very fail at holding camera. Just noob!
 He don't even know what is my best angle after so many years with me. 

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The latest married couple in my family. 

Can't believe my notti brother is officially married now. Especially with such gorgeous girl.

I seriously have no idea what's good in him. I don't understand why Xiao Min loves him so much and would like to spend her whole life with such man.

Don't misunderstanding. I'm not saying my cousin is a not responsible guy, in fact, he is responsible guy and willing to take care of his love with his life. He would rather die if she leaves him. *IF*

But, i never heard they argue for separation once before since they've dated each other so many years.

For my info, they got together since Xiao Min was form 3. OMG, seriously long relationship weih!!!!

Hmm, what i mean is, my bro is the bully in my family. He hide my specs when i was primary school. 

Yaya, i'm a 4-eye girl since primary ok..

I cried for my specs and he rather laughed aside and don't want return to me.

He is the one who showed us the A disc.

 HA! Can u imagine when i was in standard two,  i've no idea how he found the discs from the adults and he opened it in front of the families.

The kids (us) and the adults were actually enjoyed watching frankly. HAHHA!

Not forget to mention, he also the one who taught us smoke.

He stole grandpa's smoke's ingredient and rolled with newspaper.

Force each of us smoke and we were like the stupidia seriously listened to him.

C'on! what's good at him! He is a bully. And he actually married with a pretty girl.

It's just unbelievable!

HOWEVER, yeah, something good at him after all,

After all he did, what he been through with this girl, i'm sure the process isn't easy.

From disagreement until the agreement between the both families & parent,

i'm sure we can't see more in our generation. They been through these however.

Alright. Pen off here now.

Good night.

Kisses, xoxo

Ysan

Ps: Being true person or wearing a mask? I'm sure i can't manage do best in both. What i can do best is, i can be a true friend, a loving girlfriend, a good daughter, a responsible sister, a best wife ever, a sweet mother ever. These i'm sure. I can be the better person of myself, keep improving. But with those haters or stranger or hi-bye friend, i'm sorry i'm not treating u with warm heart and open arm. Because i just don't care. I may be rude and mean or just being true or just wearing a mask.  =) Because i don't care.

What the hell!

What the hell!
Flu and sore throat comes together.
Blame the weather, changes so fast and sudden. =(
But today is better. I feel warm & healthy, except i'm dying for water at the midnight.
And doesn't has the guts go downstairs fills the empty bottle. *i'm coward, =(*



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I'm always wondering, why people nowadays keep using the short form word : LOL
It means Lough Out Loud.


I still hate it, still do very much.
Although i know it means nothing, harmless, it just a replacement of HAHAHA!
BUT I DON'T FEEL ANY FUNNY ELEMENT INSIDE WHEN SOMEBODY REPLY ME 'LOL'.
I couldn't laugh out loud at all. There's no HAHAHA come out through my mouth. *i tried trust me, just fake HAHAHA?!*



I almost requested every of my friend, don't use 'LOL' in front of me.
For me, its superb mean and i would think they are trying to humiliating me.
Think too much i know, just i mention before, i tried to HAHAHA, but DO NOT WORK.

And what they expect me to reply? 'LOL' back?  ==!!! sweat lor weih~



Normally i use 'LOL' when i sick of someone or, i wanna shoot somebody for being so called 'arrogant'.
I couldn't help. I want that person know that i'm so sick of him.
So when i use 'LOL' reply your comment or messages, it mean danger is approaching towards you! HA! *I'm kidding XD*



Sorry, i just personally don't like it. Don't use that in front of me k?



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As my last post mention before, my cousin wedding is on this coming Sunday.
I still haven't decide yet what should i wearing.
Or should I go for boutique survey survey? =)    Sounds good?



Hmm, i think that's all.
Will not let my blog dying again, promised. ^^,








Kisses xoxo
Ysan.


Ps: Old man at Singapore now. I miss him! God, public hols still need outstation huh? Fuck the god damn CEO!

Love & Beauty

I'm here! Since i got nothing to do/ no place to go due to Deepavali sake.

For your information, my cousin's wedding is on this Sunday. 

The wedding preparation, the house renovation were a headache for the past few months.

The wedding dinner expected to have thousand people in a hall since my family is BIG!

And i'm officially crazy after typed & printed so MANY  red covers!

Thanks to my dar in advance. He purposely apply working leave for helping us.

I'm glad to have him. Me always the lucky one, agree? =D

I attended the bride's side wedding last Saturday.

Had my hair washed at one of the BBT's saloon & i Love it!

My look for bride's side dinner @ 10 Nov'12

My parent ♥♥♥

Me and my cousin in law. She is gorgeous isn't it?



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 The next day, date with old man since we haven't go out alone after he back from Kuching.

He is going to Singapore this Tuesday by the way.

Burn down the airport again huh? Nope, they can't manage to buy a ticket.

How much i wish his company car can't start engine this time! ><

♥❤ He never fail to make me smile, to bring me happiness.
He said, I'm the only friend, the family, the lover for him. I'm touched. =)

Can't believe i don't a lipstick right? Especially girl nowadays pretty much has a lipstick on side.
Seriously, i don't have one until yesterday.
I found these at Forever 21. I love the color so much & looking for these color such a long time.
Finally i found them. With a brand and quality.
Of course, old man paid them for me =DD


Yea, that's all for the weekend. Wait for my next updates. Bye~

Xoxo

Ysan

Ps: Suddenly i'm flu... Anything can cure except medicine?

Pss: My life is great with old man. Sometimes he makes me pissed, but that's life. =)

Okie, call me a show-off bitch. Check out my Santa Barbara Polo which is from old man. Technically i haven't get the shirt yet. He bought it when he outstation-ed to Kuching and i'm going to get it by tonight!

Why do always people gets jealous when we can show off since we are young and passionate? Its ok to show if it doesn't hurt anyone and besides, my actual purpose is to get some new updates for my dying blog. That's sad i opened a blog and no one actually read it due to serious lack of info and colors.

And yes, FYI, he went to Kuching last Saturday. Makes me frustrated enough because old man was just came back from Penang not long ago. Just 5 days. Is his CEO a debt ghost or what? Can't he just go to hell now? I can't believe i just type that =O 

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There's always people just make me weak, or trying to make me weak in some way somehow.
Hang out with mk few days ago, and she told me she'll strong after she hang out with me and talked with me everytime.
I made her strong.  Wonder what magic i have huh? Well, i'm loss as well. Please tell me why?

After then i went back, i realized i don't always question people. But they did question me a lot.
I always stand on their shoes and imagine the feelings they had through, and then i tell them its ok. Not big deal. I accept who they are, understand why they feeling this way.
Why there's no one around me telling me its ok? To be who i am always being all time when they needed me.
Maybe i just sucks at express my own emotion, and true feelings.

People around me always said they know me well, i got nothing to worry. And they think they know me so well enough? My behavior my personality... o0o!!
The thing is, i never know myself so well like they did. Ironic isn't it?
c'on, they don't even know what i been through!  Diploma frens? Gah, know nothing.
Even my closest friend (check out my fb) ever, she has no idea.
So secondary frens, ehen, one of the guy of the gang keep telling me he know me 100 percent.
BIG BIG o0o for him!

Maybe u could say i'm wearing a mask. But i would rather say i don't trust people even i cared about them.



Its time to pen off. Gotta sleep! Night cha!


xoxo
Ysan



Ps: it's time to start fresh. should i?