当你是1% 的人时，你会拼命的想成为99%
作为1%， 看到了自己的孤独与悲哀，看到99% 的人群多么的快乐特别
但99% 的他们，有那么快乐吗？
1%的我， 真的想成为那99%的人吗？
Mr.Lim 告诉我，当你是那个1%, 你会辛苦会迷茫，也许成为那99%的人群对我来说容易很多
但我成为不了，我必须接受我就是那个1%，才能体会到那种别人所无法体会的快乐
我不是第一次在这里说我很幸运可以认识他，
如果不认识他，也许我就是那个99%的一份子
Tuesday 2 September 2014
Friday 13 June 2014
The realization
Never been up here such a long time, been busy for months...
IF you are wondering, I'm actually BUSY with...
entertainment,
the kids,
basketball (surprise right?)
dating with old man
workout (at least once in a week)
And lastly,
WORK (effin finally! XDXD)
****
Once my boss (Mr.Lim) said, the feeling of excellent is not only about career achievement, is about when you wake up every morning, u feel great. Life is great. You are looking forward for the day to come.
Then your life is EXCELLENT.
I always admire my boss, i respect him. He is someone that exactly like old man. Somehow i won't listen to old man every single words, weird right?
He is the one who change me from nobody to somebody, he gave me freedom to improve, from someone introverts to someone who can speak very confidently.
I don't really talked with him when i started to work until the third month he asked me went lunch with him. I knew it was kinda odd to had lunch with the boss. He started to talking, try to cross over my wall bit by bit, not even one hour, I seen myself crying. He doesn't even know who am I, but he analyse me, analyse my characteristics. he knows me more than what other people did. What he said starting to break my heart apart, N told me that he knew me since the day i started to work, said that I always smiling but that wasn't a happy smile.
If you are wondering is there still nice, sweet, lovely people in this world, I could tell you that Yes, it has!
But first, u should learn how to deserve those kind of people.
For the past one year, I knew I'm the lucky one to met my boss. I've been better in so many ways, I am the happy person, old man loves me more. My life is fulfilled with the people I love, I sayang, I appreciate.
Once people move a step towards you, you move two steps ahead.
You have no idea what u going to get, I'm sure that you will getting more than losing.
Try to get out the comfort ground, meet some people that Inspired you and encourage you.
You will sense that your life is Different in a good way!
Good luck! ;)
xoxo
Ysan
IF you are wondering, I'm actually BUSY with...
entertainment,
the kids,
basketball (surprise right?)
dating with old man
workout (at least once in a week)
And lastly,
WORK (effin finally! XDXD)
****
Once my boss (Mr.Lim) said, the feeling of excellent is not only about career achievement, is about when you wake up every morning, u feel great. Life is great. You are looking forward for the day to come.
Then your life is EXCELLENT.
I always admire my boss, i respect him. He is someone that exactly like old man. Somehow i won't listen to old man every single words, weird right?
He is the one who change me from nobody to somebody, he gave me freedom to improve, from someone introverts to someone who can speak very confidently.
I don't really talked with him when i started to work until the third month he asked me went lunch with him. I knew it was kinda odd to had lunch with the boss. He started to talking, try to cross over my wall bit by bit, not even one hour, I seen myself crying. He doesn't even know who am I, but he analyse me, analyse my characteristics. he knows me more than what other people did. What he said starting to break my heart apart, N told me that he knew me since the day i started to work, said that I always smiling but that wasn't a happy smile.
If you are wondering is there still nice, sweet, lovely people in this world, I could tell you that Yes, it has!
But first, u should learn how to deserve those kind of people.
For the past one year, I knew I'm the lucky one to met my boss. I've been better in so many ways, I am the happy person, old man loves me more. My life is fulfilled with the people I love, I sayang, I appreciate.
Once people move a step towards you, you move two steps ahead.
You have no idea what u going to get, I'm sure that you will getting more than losing.
Try to get out the comfort ground, meet some people that Inspired you and encourage you.
You will sense that your life is Different in a good way!
Good luck! ;)
xoxo
Ysan
Thursday 13 February 2014
Random
Since i started to feel bored at home, then the blog will come into my mind.
It's the time for an update.
These few months, a lots of ups and downs happened.
The biggest fear that I worried about is old man changed a new job. Technically its me who wanted him to change, or I am the biggest driving force that convinced him.
However, fortunately I'm glad he manage well in his new job. His boss likes him, provide the best benefits that he never had in his past 10-20 years job experiences.
oh yah, not to forget to update my new baby toy. It's my 2014's Valentine's, Birthday's, Christmas's pressie according to old man. Screw him, I'll definitely 'blackmail' him for another festival pressie.
Yup. I have Iphone 5S in gold now.
I shouted at the moment i get it. Thanks to old man for the hard work searched every MACHINE, APPLE store in KL area. I always wanted something special. Old man used to convinced me goes for the another colors available, he even said Gold only for those very rich China people, they marked up the price for gold very high bla bla and bla.... And, he failed. HAHAHAH! But he told me he was more happier than I was when he found it at Pavilion. Thank you old man. I love it very very much even some of the people tell me the useless of Iphone. I still love it okay! =DDDD
**************************************************************
I celebrated old man birthday 2 months ago. Sounds lately, but it happened last year which his birthday falls on December.
I took him to the place that we never been. I gave him the birthday song surprises. And this is the first time I actually make things special in my own way just for HIM.
Being the people beside him is never easy. Being HIM is much more difficult.
He has no good background, he sacrifice the opportunity to study oversea just for his sister, he become a bloody workaholic for a living. Most importantly is he give me what he can give me the best. He did deserved a good treat.
A man like him, full with knowledge, sometimes his words shock me. I can't believe he got such a deep understanding and perception about life and human. That's how is he who makes me even better.
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I had a great Chinese New Year this year. I make an exception for the second day, I went to my grandparents house for angpauss myself instead Mum helped me keep the angpau.
Such merrier my grandparent's house was and how could I miss it every year. I'm regretting now. Really a deep sigh I missed such a merrier CNY in my grandparent's house. Would never miss it again I swear!!
Before i ended this, I would like to wish everyone of you Happy Valentine's day. Learn to appreciates the one who love you. Your family, your lover, your friends. The one who loves you not enough, make this day special and dump him/her! We deserved better!
xoxo
Ysan
It's the time for an update.
These few months, a lots of ups and downs happened.
The biggest fear that I worried about is old man changed a new job. Technically its me who wanted him to change, or I am the biggest driving force that convinced him.
However, fortunately I'm glad he manage well in his new job. His boss likes him, provide the best benefits that he never had in his past 10-20 years job experiences.
oh yah, not to forget to update my new baby toy. It's my 2014's Valentine's, Birthday's, Christmas's pressie according to old man. Screw him, I'll definitely 'blackmail' him for another festival pressie.
I shouted at the moment i get it. Thanks to old man for the hard work searched every MACHINE, APPLE store in KL area. I always wanted something special. Old man used to convinced me goes for the another colors available, he even said Gold only for those very rich China people, they marked up the price for gold very high bla bla and bla.... And, he failed. HAHAHAH! But he told me he was more happier than I was when he found it at Pavilion. Thank you old man. I love it very very much even some of the people tell me the useless of Iphone. I still love it okay! =DDDD
**************************************************************
I celebrated old man birthday 2 months ago. Sounds lately, but it happened last year which his birthday falls on December.
I took him to the place that we never been. I gave him the birthday song surprises. And this is the first time I actually make things special in my own way just for HIM.
Being the people beside him is never easy. Being HIM is much more difficult.
He has no good background, he sacrifice the opportunity to study oversea just for his sister, he become a bloody workaholic for a living. Most importantly is he give me what he can give me the best. He did deserved a good treat.
A man like him, full with knowledge, sometimes his words shock me. I can't believe he got such a deep understanding and perception about life and human. That's how is he who makes me even better.
*******************************************************
I had a great Chinese New Year this year. I make an exception for the second day, I went to my grandparents house for angpauss myself instead Mum helped me keep the angpau.
Such merrier my grandparent's house was and how could I miss it every year. I'm regretting now. Really a deep sigh I missed such a merrier CNY in my grandparent's house. Would never miss it again I swear!!
Before i ended this, I would like to wish everyone of you Happy Valentine's day. Learn to appreciates the one who love you. Your family, your lover, your friends. The one who loves you not enough, make this day special and dump him/her! We deserved better!
xoxo
Ysan
Thursday 29 August 2013
Random
Heiya, miss me? here I am to update what's going on these few months.
It has been a lot going through , yet, it just not over.
I always believed that things will be come up straight eventually, and it did.
Just the progress is slower than a turtle.
I celebrated my birthday at Ipoh, became old man's personal tour guide since he was not exactly been there before. I've been there once, with closest gang Lumu Kakis. But, I'm not genius enough to remember all the directions. Thanks the inventor for invented smart phone's GPS and Google, really helped us lots to visit those places that I went before.
I showed old man the drive-thru tau fu fah, the not so nice but a lot of people looking for: fried ingredient (da shu tou), and the famous teluk intan's chee cheong fan. Also, first time ever old man brought me to the hot spring which located at Ipoh as well. I still remembered that we straight 'flew' to Ipoh at evening due to he has to finished his work and there's no time for us to rest. We went for hotspring after we checked-in the hotel. How rush we were! After that already 12 at the midnight, we went for Lou Wong Ga Choy Kai for our so called dinner.
I still can't believed that within this 6 hours we can actually did so much of stuff. From the journey, to check-in, to Hotspring and to the 'dinner' at last! Wow!
I have friends wondered that why he didn't brought me to a nicer restaurant for the celebration? Yet he brought me to Ipoh and eat street food instead. Maybe this is normally the most girls dreamt of, wishes for. However I'm not those kind of girls. I know what makes me truly happy. A high cost restaurant so what? I couldn't even sit properly and enjoy the meal, i couldn't even to taste the food as well. He did brought me went to those kind of restaurant often, not special occasion, i just didn't like it. And this kind of meal takes only 2 hours? or 3 hours the max? A two person-journey worth so much than that.
And yesh, this year birthday ended well. In the car, we talked, we laughed, we gossiped during the journey. Only the 2 of us moment. We were really exhausted of course. :)))
****************************************************************
Yet, today is not a special occasion too. But in these 2 months after my birthday, we didn't actually had a day to have a proper date. Ridiculous right? Wonder how I could tolerate with such workaholic boyfriend? And don't even to raise an single argument with him? Answer: Keep myself busy!
So today it's the dating day so effin finally. We had our early brunch at Levain Boulangerie & Patisserie which located at Central KL. Well, its basically selling English breakfast that's all, you can see so many bread inside there. Got the 'wow' effect while i first time got here, the environment is extremely the best of the best.
Then, we had our shopping at Timesquare and SungeiWang. Not even two hours, we get our hell our of there. I can't stand the 'lala' clothes over there, I felt guilty for those ugly shirt. I wonder why they never guilty for selling them?
His sirloin steak. Too bad i couldn't eat any pieces of those.
Oh yah, don't forget the incidence at the midnight. While we were sleeping, i had a nightmare which is about having a fight with him, I was so angry until i woke up. At the moment of that second, i couldn't brain well, i hold my fist tight and punch him into the face. He was so shocked.............. and then i slept back with full of anger, i don't want to 'choi' him. Who asked him scold me at the dream?
Of course I laughed die at the next morning... I can't believed i can be so angry until punch people into a face! Whoah!!!
I couldn't stop laughing when i flashed back the incident earlier. So can i say that the incident made my day?
It has been a lot going through , yet, it just not over.
I always believed that things will be come up straight eventually, and it did.
Just the progress is slower than a turtle.
I celebrated my birthday at Ipoh, became old man's personal tour guide since he was not exactly been there before. I've been there once, with closest gang Lumu Kakis. But, I'm not genius enough to remember all the directions. Thanks the inventor for invented smart phone's GPS and Google, really helped us lots to visit those places that I went before.
I showed old man the drive-thru tau fu fah, the not so nice but a lot of people looking for: fried ingredient (da shu tou), and the famous teluk intan's chee cheong fan. Also, first time ever old man brought me to the hot spring which located at Ipoh as well. I still remembered that we straight 'flew' to Ipoh at evening due to he has to finished his work and there's no time for us to rest. We went for hotspring after we checked-in the hotel. How rush we were! After that already 12 at the midnight, we went for Lou Wong Ga Choy Kai for our so called dinner.
I still can't believed that within this 6 hours we can actually did so much of stuff. From the journey, to check-in, to Hotspring and to the 'dinner' at last! Wow!
I have friends wondered that why he didn't brought me to a nicer restaurant for the celebration? Yet he brought me to Ipoh and eat street food instead. Maybe this is normally the most girls dreamt of, wishes for. However I'm not those kind of girls. I know what makes me truly happy. A high cost restaurant so what? I couldn't even sit properly and enjoy the meal, i couldn't even to taste the food as well. He did brought me went to those kind of restaurant often, not special occasion, i just didn't like it. And this kind of meal takes only 2 hours? or 3 hours the max? A two person-journey worth so much than that.
And yesh, this year birthday ended well. In the car, we talked, we laughed, we gossiped during the journey. Only the 2 of us moment. We were really exhausted of course. :)))
****************************************************************
Yet, today is not a special occasion too. But in these 2 months after my birthday, we didn't actually had a day to have a proper date. Ridiculous right? Wonder how I could tolerate with such workaholic boyfriend? And don't even to raise an single argument with him? Answer: Keep myself busy!
So today it's the dating day so effin finally. We had our early brunch at Levain Boulangerie & Patisserie which located at Central KL. Well, its basically selling English breakfast that's all, you can see so many bread inside there. Got the 'wow' effect while i first time got here, the environment is extremely the best of the best.
The usual us, teehee ♥♥♥
Then, we had our shopping at Timesquare and SungeiWang. Not even two hours, we get our hell our of there. I can't stand the 'lala' clothes over there, I felt guilty for those ugly shirt. I wonder why they never guilty for selling them?
Next, we headed to SCM for further shopping and had our dinner at Tony Roma.
Enjoyed the 30% discount which is super excited man!!
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| The lamb chop. My favorite all the time! |
Oh yah, don't forget the incidence at the midnight. While we were sleeping, i had a nightmare which is about having a fight with him, I was so angry until i woke up. At the moment of that second, i couldn't brain well, i hold my fist tight and punch him into the face. He was so shocked.............. and then i slept back with full of anger, i don't want to 'choi' him. Who asked him scold me at the dream?
Of course I laughed die at the next morning... I can't believed i can be so angry until punch people into a face! Whoah!!!
I couldn't stop laughing when i flashed back the incident earlier. So can i say that the incident made my day?
Last Saturday, we watched IMAX 2-D for Elysium for the first time.
It was so effin good man!
I was planning to sleep in the Cinema, due to went through several sleepless night, and i was so tired after the stress part has finally came into end that day.
Too bad, i couldn't sleep at all. The screen, the sound effect, and the movie itself! Wahlao!
How could human can imagine such a scene and produce it into a movie?!
How?
It made me sobs over there, and let the old man made a laughed at me.. ish! Damn shameful..
Okay, that's all for today... Goodnight all the night cat.
ps:// Thanks for the efforts making me become a fully truly happy girl. I'm appreciate for everything u've done for me.
xoxo
Ysan.
Saturday 10 August 2013
曾經，有個好友告訴我說，剛認識我的時候覺得我很瀟灑，沒煩惱，了解后才發現我比任何人來得執著
我不否認，我是執著的我知道
明明知道快要走不下去，分歧大得可以
神經緊綳得厲害，當有東西需要我去死守，我會拼了命去守護
守護著不能被我傷害的感情
兩個都是牛脾氣，兩個都是心很軟的人
只要一方面放下態度，另一個不到一秒就會原諒
我們就是這樣的一對情侶
脾氣硬是我們之間的導火綫
我常會抱怨為何他從不會哄人，到現在也學不會
一句：我不會 就大完？
我知道，他就只有我能依靠，只有我在，他睡得穩一些，
只有我，他不必偽裝成大人，會像個大小孩似的在我耳邊一輪嘴說不停
也就只有我不怕他，我是唯一一個可以忍受他的人
他遇到困難時，會把我推得很遠，把自己躲在一個人的世界
我因爲這樣傷心過
不過，我知道他不會真的想要我離開，他比任何人更需要我在身邊
姓雷的，我知道，我什麽都知道
我知道我很重要 XD
我不說而已
晚安咯！
我不否認，我是執著的我知道
明明知道快要走不下去，分歧大得可以
神經緊綳得厲害，當有東西需要我去死守，我會拼了命去守護
守護著不能被我傷害的感情
兩個都是牛脾氣，兩個都是心很軟的人
只要一方面放下態度，另一個不到一秒就會原諒
我們就是這樣的一對情侶
脾氣硬是我們之間的導火綫
我常會抱怨為何他從不會哄人，到現在也學不會
一句：我不會 就大完？
我知道，他就只有我能依靠，只有我在，他睡得穩一些，
只有我，他不必偽裝成大人，會像個大小孩似的在我耳邊一輪嘴說不停
也就只有我不怕他，我是唯一一個可以忍受他的人
他遇到困難時，會把我推得很遠，把自己躲在一個人的世界
我因爲這樣傷心過
不過，我知道他不會真的想要我離開，他比任何人更需要我在身邊
姓雷的，我知道，我什麽都知道
我知道我很重要 XD
我不說而已
晚安咯！
Saturday 3 August 2013
The bloody expectation, the hope, the kind of thought in our mind,
is all fantasy.
which lead us into fucked up.
But we love to dream isn't it? We love fantasy even it fucked us over.
In the moment of 20-ish, either to be urself or 'act' like the fake one is urself.
I'm in love with 'Skins'. Bored but quite meaningful English drama, all about teenagers, they screwed up their life with a bullock head.
But thanks, it just wake me up from living in the fantasy.
Feeling loved. :)
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